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Tantra Illuminated: What Christopher Wallis Taught Me About Living As The Practice

Fai Mos
September 23, 2026
Tantra Illuminated: What Christopher Wallis Taught Me About Living As The PracticePhotography by Lara Jameson

Two of my favourite teachers recommended this book to me independently, at different times, in different contexts. Both of them said the same thing: it's dense, it will require several reads, and it will be worth every one of them.

This is my first. I am already certain I will return to it over the coming years.

What I didn't expect was that I would meet the author halfway through it.

I was in Melbourne, about 200 pages in, still finding my footing with the Sanskrit terminology and the layered philosophical framework, when I attended an event where Christopher Wallis was speaking. Somewhere in the conversation, he laughed at the density of the content and noted, with genuine warmth, that the book covers only what has been translated from Sanskrit so far. There is more. There is always more.

That exchange set something in me. Not intimidation, which I might have expected. A kind of relief. The vastness of the tradition isn't a barrier to entry. It's an invitation to keep going.

What tantra actually is, and what it isn't

The word tantra carries so much cultural noise in the West. Most of it is wrong, most of it is projection, and very little of it resembles what the tradition actually teaches or asks of us. Wallis addresses this directly and without drama, clearing the room in the first chapter so you can actually hear what the tradition is saying.

Tan means expansion. Tra means device or tool. Tantra is, literally, a device for expanding awareness and our capacity for joy. Not a ritual to be performed and set aside. Not a spiritual permission slip for anything exotic or indulgent. A living technology for being more fully present in the one life you have.

The strand of tantra Wallis focuses on is Nondual Shaiva Tantra, sometimes shortened to NST. It's a tradition that began around 1,500 years ago in the far north of India, and it takes a radically different approach from paths that require renunciation or withdrawal from the world. NST teaches that even mundane daily actions, washing the dishes, walking the dog, eating a meal with attention, are opportunities to experience the joy that flows naturally from the holistic awareness of being fully present.

I sat with that sentence for a long time. It's one of those ideas that sounds simple until you actually try to live it.

The householder path: everyone can practice

This is the piece that means the most to me personally, and the reason I think this book belongs in the hands of people who practice yoga and breathwork in the middle of ordinary lives.

NST is sometimes described as the householder path. Not the renunciant's path, not the monastic's path, but the path of someone living in the world with responsibilities and relationships and all the ordinary demands of a life. The practices are not designed for people who have stepped away from all of that. They're designed for people in the middle of it.

You need nothing beyond what you already have. No special setting, no particular circumstances, no status as a dedicated spiritual seeker. Your life, your attention, and your willingness to practice are sufficient. That's the whole offering.

This is sometimes called the new and easy method, not because it is simple but because it is available. Spiritual practice is no longer limited to ritual acts or ascetic renunciation. It is available to every person in every moment of every ordinary day. The accessibility isn't a compromise of the tradition. It is the tradition.

For someone like me, who came to yoga through burnout and has built a teaching practice and an app and a way of working that is entirely embedded in ordinary life rather than separate from it, this framework felt like coming home. The yoga I teach isn't meant to be left on the mat. The breathwork & meditation sessions I guide aren't tools for stepping out of daily life. It's a tool for arriving more fully inside it.

NST gave me the philosophical home for something I had been practising without quite being able to name.

The divine is not elsewhere

The core teaching of the nondual view, and the one that requires the most sitting with, is this: the divine is not separate from this world. It's not waiting in some elevated state of consciousness that can only be accessed through years of rigorous practice or a particular kind of renunciation. It is the substance of everything that exists, including this moment, including the difficult ones and the ordinary ones and the ones that don't feel remotely sacred.

The practice isn't to transcend ordinary life. It's to recognise the extraordinary that is already present within it.

Wallis describes this with extraordinary clarity. The recognition that awareness itself, pure consciousness, is the ground of all experience, is not a belief system you adopt. It's something you come to know through the practice, directly, in the body, in the breath, in the quality of attention you bring to an ordinary Tuesday.

For anyone who has spent time in yoga studios being told to leave everyday life at the door, to step onto the mat and out of ordinary reality, this is a quietly destabilising idea. The mat is not the practice. The life is the practice. The mat is just where you remember.

What the tools are actually for

Wallis is careful to say this isn't a book of ritual or a manual packed with practices. What it is, is an extraordinary mapping of the philosophy, history, and lineage of a tradition that most Western practitioners have inherited fragments of without the context that makes those fragments coherent.

The asanas, the pranayama, the meditation, the mantra, the mudras, all the things we work with in yoga and breathwork, are understood within NST not as ends in themselves but as means of removing what Wallis describes as the contraction of ordinary awareness. The habitual smallness we move through the world in. The forgetting.

Every practice, whether it happens on a mat or in a pranayama session or in the middle of a difficult conversation you're trying to stay present for, is in service of the same movement: from contraction toward expansion. From forgetting toward remembering. From the limited view of a self that is separate and defended and small toward the recognition of a consciousness that is vast and connected and already whole.

The tools are not the point. They are the means by which we find our way back to what was always already here.

And what we're remembering, what every practice is an invitation toward, is that we are not separate from the consciousness that animates everything. We are expressions of it. The practices are the gradual, embodied recognition of that, not a one-time revelation but a deepening that happens over years and decades and, if the tradition is to be believed, lifetimes.

Why this book matters for practitioners

I've been teaching yoga and pranayama for a few years now, and there's a particular question that comes up in my own practice and in the rooms I hold space in: what are we actually doing here? Not the mechanics of it. The meaning of it.

What is the asana actually for? What is the pranayama building toward? What is the meditation, at its most fundamental level, asking of us? These questions are not small ones, and most yoga teacher trainings, however thorough, don't give them the philosophical home they deserve. We teach the eight limbs; we reference Patanjali; we gesture toward something ancient and meaningful. But the full depth of the tradition that underlies these practices, the cosmology, the lineage, the understanding of consciousness that makes the whole framework coherent, is rarely given the space it needs.

This book gave me that space.

It answered the what are we actually doing here question more completely than anything else I've read. Not because it provided a neat answer but because it provided a framework large enough to hold the question properly. It placed every practice I teach and every practice I do inside a tradition that is internally consistent, philosophically sophisticated, and practically alive.

I also want to say something about the Sanskrit, because it's part of why this book is dense and also part of why it's irreplaceable. Wallis doesn't simplify the terminology. He teaches it carefully and thoroughly because the Sanskrit terms contain meaning that English translations cannot fully carry. The words themselves are part of the tradition. Learning them, even imperfectly, even slowly, is part of the practice.

By the time I met Wallis in Melbourne, I had come to appreciate this rather than resist it. The density of the book reflects the density of the tradition. You don't rush through a 1,500-year-old living philosophy. You sit with it.

The practice. That's all the practice has ever been.

Here is what I keep coming back to, months after that first reading, as I carry the book's ideas into the studios where I teach and the rooms where I practice and the ordinary moments of a life that is, according to everything NST teaches, already the site of the sacred:

The practice is to be fully here. To let this moment, exactly as it is, be enough to practice with. To move through the world not as someone waiting for the conditions to be right for awakening but as someone who understands that the conditions have always been right and that the awakening is simply the gradual recognition of what has always already been true.

That's the practice. That's all the practice has ever been.

The tools exist to help us remember. The tradition exists to hold us while we do. And this book exists, I think, to give us the philosophical ground under our feet so that the remembering has somewhere to land.

Read it slowly. Return to it. Let it take the time it needs. Let it change how you move through an ordinary day.

The teachers who recommended it to me were right about the density. They were also right about the reward.

Who is this book for

Anyone looking to deepen their understanding of yoga beyond the physical. This book will give you the philosophical roots that most teacher trainings only gesture toward. It will put the practices you already love inside a framework that makes them more meaningful, not less.

Anyone drawn to Sanskrit, to mantra, to the sounds and structures of an ancient language that was designed not just to communicate but to resonate. The sections on the sacred syllables and the layered meanings embedded in Sanskrit will open something in you that you didn't know was closed.

Anyone who has felt, underneath the practice, that there is something it's pointing toward that you haven't quite been able to name. Something that isn't transcendence exactly, isn't escape, isn't even peace in the conventional sense, but more like a quality of recognition. Of being in this world more fully than you were before. This book names that.

And anyone who is looking for a worldview that empowers them into their own practice and their own self-discovery rather than making them dependent on a teacher or a lineage for access to the divine. The whole architecture of NST is designed to lead you inward, into your own consciousness, until that inner journey opens outward to include everything. The whole universe. Your own expanded awareness meeting the expanded awareness that is, it turns out, the substance of all things.

A way inward, until your consciousness opens you up to the whole universe. That is what this book offers.

And it is, as my teachers promised, absolutely worth it.